At this point in my life I can’t say that i every really feel safe in a bathroom. Although nothing has ever happened to me (other than my FTM trans friend/brother getting kicked out of the bathroom at a gay bar).
I guess I’m scared to go to the guys bathroom because I’m not sure if I always pass as male, what is some guy figured it out and wanted to kick my ass for being a freak or something. I don’t use the women’s restroom because I’m not a woman. I’ve gotten nothing but nasty looks from women for years in the restroom. The majority of women think I’m a guy or maybe they were judging me because they thought I was acting as a lesbian in their eyes.
I just want to be-able to use the bathroom in public without this anxious feeling all the time. I can not wait to start taking testosterone!
